Friday, October 31, 2008

Prayers for Ben Towne

Just calling for a little extra prayer support as I finish up these last two days at home before Africa. I'm feeling really torn about leaving my family but know that God is calling me to do so. I also received notification that a little boy's family just got incomprehensible news. I've been praying for Ben for almost a year (he was in the nursery at UPC when I was supervising it.) His story is at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/towne if you have it in your heart to read it. His mom is an amazing writer and I've been frequently touched by their story. As I prayed for them this morning, my plea was for the faith of those around them to carry them and for them to be enveloped in the loving arms of the Holy Spirit. Thank you for taking the time to let the pain of another touch your life. Do let it touch your life.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

An Outline of our Trip - From Leigh

Heidi and I are about to embark to new territory for Global Support. We’ll be traveling to Rwanda and Burundi, areas that Molly Kenzler and Kelly Bean and friends had traveled about a year ago today. There we’ll be visiting with Steven Turikunkiko, a Rwandan pastor who has taken in up to 20 children and three widows into his own household, then also has responsibility as pastor to a village of over 250 women, children (some men?) who are victims of Genocide, AIDs, and poverty. Global Support is already involved, along with a consortium of people in sending money to Steven to help him to some sustainability with his community of people.

We are expecting to visit memorial museums, church sites, graveyards that tell the story of the horrific genocide that took place under the world’s nose in 1994. No doubt we’ll experience the profundity of this time in their history with a great deal of empathy and pain for them. I’m not looking forward to this aspect, but I think one cannot travel to Rwanda/Burundi without feeling and being willing to walk with them in their pain.

Then we’ll be going to Burundi to visit the Batwa people (Pygmy) who are highly marginalized in that area. Not only are they at the bottom of the food chain, so to speak, they are the people group who are bonded servants. Very simply they are slaves. It’s indicated that as many as 8000 people are bonded servants in Burundi, but the number is likely much higher, for the obvious reason of difficulty verfying the numbers, reluctance of slave holder to identify them, etc. Only very, very recently has there even been a law outlawing this practice, but the enforcement is weak if not non-existent.

So, we will be hosted by a group of people in Burundi that are of the Batwa group. We will meet officials of this tribe, we’ll be hosted by a lady, among others, who is one of three representatives of the Batwa people in the Burundian Parliament. It is mandated that there should be at least three Twa representatives in Parliament. We’ll meet activists involved in advocating for this people group.

The Twa people almost never finish school. Yet one of their tickets out of poverty is thru education. The illiteracy rate is as high as 78%. We will be visiting a home where about 40 students have been supported and placed there, supplied clothing, books, room and board, in order to facilitate their finishing school. They are located in the capital, Bujumburu. Then we’ll be visiting the outlining villages where they are from.

We’ll be doing a bit of eco-tourism with a group of these people desiring to host environmentally friendly treks into the wild. We are really looking forward to this part.

Our objective is to determine if both these groups would be suitable and possible and meet Global Support criteria for bringing teams to the area. There are many details to work out…want to be sure that there’s enough infrastructure in their organizations that our help would be sustainable, reproducible, etc….not just throwing money at something. We want to be very careful in all aspects, sensitive to their needs, listening to them, etc. There’re needs everywhere. Where does Jesus want us to be….who does He have in mind for us to come along side. That is paramount.

So, please be in prayer for Heidi and myself, also for the people we will be visiting, also that Jesus would guide, and direct and lead us…..We have been experiencing a heightened level of spiritual warfare in preparation for the trip. Please pray for our spiritual protection in this process of planning – families tend to get attacked during this time, as well as finances and whatever else the enemy can find where we are vulnerable. Could you maybe covenant with yourself and Jesus to pray for us at least one time per day while gone? That would be awesome. Nov. 2nd – 18th.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

The Storm Blew Over

I briefly want to report that Hannah is doing much better. The tentative diagnosis (after much prayer support) is that she was just extremely iron deficient. For those that understand doctor speak; her humancrit was only 25.8. I'm grateful to report that after doing all the right things nutritionally (lots of spinach, broccoli, red meat, and iron pills twice a day with a big glass of OJ- as well as cutting back on her milk) she has had a marked improvement in how she feels. At the end of the week I'll take her in for more blood tests. So thank you for all your prayers. And thank You, Great Healer and Loving Father.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Back to Africa

We have our tickets and the intinerary is coming together - at last I'm beginning to imagine what these two transformative weeks will look like. We leave November 2nd at 12:45pm and arrive in Nairobi at 8:25pm on the 3rd. After spending the night in a guest house, we'll fly out the next day at noon and arrive in Kigali at 1pm. We leave Kigali on the 17th at 1:45pm and land in Seattle on the 18th at 2:35pm.

I don't even know where to start with all the emotions that are clamoring for my attention. In addition to reviewing my french, I've been immersing myself in the history of Rwanda & Burundi and I find myself tearing up/feeling tender at unpredictable moments. In preparation, I've been reading We wish to inform you that tomorrow we will be killed with our families which takes the story of Hotel Rwanda and goes into much greater breadth and depth. I'm very grateful that I have time to absorb a portion of the pain before being dropped in the middle of a (still) very raw and fragile cultural setting. The women I've met with who've been there already assure me that there are stories of hope and regeneration - that's the part that I'm most looking forward to. Oh yeah, and that I might get to play soccer in a nearby village and teach women to sew! I know that we'll be spending one day at a genocide memorial in order to grapple with and grieve the horror of what this country has been through. This is important to me since I believe I need to repent my part of being unaware and indifferent - as was almost all of the international community. I want my heart to be broken like this horror broke the heart of God. I ask for prayers for the strength to embrace the pain and not put up walls - my first inclination. I'll be keeping my journal with me at all times and am grateful that I have this outlet for processing - sometimes I'm surprised at what comes out. I will strive to be honest with you. Honestly.

Saturday, October 4, 2008

missions fest Seattle

I just came home from Seattle's mission conference and I'm so quietly excited. As I told Diane (the other wonderful leader of Global Support) "these are my people." I really felt like I was with kindred spirits as we listened to workshops and plenary speakers talk about what mission is like today. I completely resonate with the truth that God is at work all over the world and He is calling us to come join Him. I don't believe this means that I'll be going all over the world but that after Africa I'll continue with mission in my own neighborhood. After all, the world has come to us.

An example of this is our pick up soccer games on Saturday afternoons. A multi-ethnic group gathers in the late afternoon, rain or shine, to play soccer for an hour or two. Soccer is our common love and the differences of race, age, gender don't seem to matter much. I've come to really appreciate this spontaneous mixing of cultures - just for the fun of it. Next Saturday I'll think I'll bring cookies.

Friday, October 3, 2008

Immunizations

Immune - when I looked up this optomistic sounding word the first definition is "free" or "exempt." I can tell you that the 5 shots that I received today were anything but free (the total cost of my immunizations is 528.00 and I still have to purchase malaria pills!) As far as being exempt goes, I do think I have pretty good odds against getting any of the scary sounding diseases but I don't think I'm exempt. So what does this mean? It means that I have a way better chance of not getting sick (from yellow fever, typhoid, hepatitis A or B, meningitis, polio, malaria, measles, mumps or ruebella) than most of the Africans I'll be meeting. That alone makes me feel privileged beyond comprehension (and then add in running water, consistent electricity, comfortable bed, heat at the flick of a switch, abundant food....) you get the picture. Today I'm grateful and really want to keep that attitude. Thank you Father - make me truly grateful.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

My Love/Hate Relationship with Fasting

I hate to fast. I guess at the bottom of that is my love for food which can be on the unhealthy side. That and a post-menopausal (what is that thing called? oh yeah, metabolism) are probably the reason I can't seem to shed these 20 (okay 30) extra pounds. Even with increased activity like walking the dog and biking to Costco. I keep reminding myself that turning to food instead of God is idolatry. So, back to fasting....

I also love to fast. I know of no better way to increase my awareness of God and of my dependence upon Him. In the past year, I've had amazing turn around answers to prayer immediately following a fast. I've read several books about fasting and have learned from others who make it a practice. And so when our pastor called us to fast and pray today for the national sense of fear and doom as well as the financial hardships of members of our community, I eagerly and reluctantly joined in. I'm finding today is a great day for me to fast as I wait to hear results of Hannah's tests and get reports about the purchasing of our tickets for Africa. I'm tempted to be emotionally torn about these two realities and prayer/fasting is a great place to turn when you're torn.

The Scriptures are full of times when people in turmoil turned to prayer & fasting. So I was surprised when I went to the concordance in my NIV study Bible and found that fast as verb was only noted once and "hold fast" was noted numerous times. It makes me wonder if we are having trouble "holding fast" to God, in part because we've forgotten to fast. So today I'm hating/ loving fasting and looking forward to worshipping with my community tonight.